I'm not going to go overboard and eat everything on the table, but i will eat thanksgiving dinner. Perhaps some turkey, some veggies, and maybe if i feel lucky a slice of pumpkin pie. I know that i can't go crazy because my mind/body will not let me. For example, last night when i came home from the movies with Timmy, i looked in my fridge and saw left over pizza. I looked at it for like 5 mins before making the choice to take a bit, and as I'm chewing it i got sad "how could i do this right now, I'm better than this" so i spit it out, and threw it away. Then for some reason i looked back in the fridge and saw the other half of my turkey sandwich, and figured "well if I'm gonna cheat, ill cheat with something healthy" after taking one bite, i went through the same process and didn't even swallow that bite.
I'm starting to realize just how strong i can be when it comes to cheating and bad food. I feel like for once in my life I'm in control of my eating habits. Its a good feeling. I do have some bad news, for some reason my big toe is feeling as though I'm having another Gout attack. so last night i drank almost a full gallon of water, and it feels a little better today. But i still have a giant blister on the bottom of my foot. ouchy!
Tomorrow I'm back to work, working hard, because Saturday I'm going to the city.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING, this year I'm thankful for all the people that have stuck by my side, I'm thankful to have the best friends a person could be blessed with. This morning when i woke up, i prayed to a god that i don't believe in, and thanked him for all of you. Without you, this wouldn't be possible. So thank you.
TOMORROW STARTS ANOTHER DAY
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